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I’m gonna have to go up a size in pants. None of my shorts fit well anymore, they’re all so … More

(but i feel so awful, and all of my shorts were suddenly killing me when i put them on, and i know most people won't notice or care about me going up a size, and that I SHOULDN'T care, and then i feel bad about feeling bad, because i know determining self worth based on your damn pants size is so fucking shallow, but i've been wearing the same size since high school, but it's never been the cause of physical changes in my body before, but that doesn't stop me from feeling what i feel, for a decade, i just had to talk about this somewhere, i know that, i know the difference between sizes is usually only like 5 or 10 pounds, i've always been privileged in that regard, i've always fit conventional beauty standards, i've never had to work to maintain my body, my jeans are tight too but they're all worn out or stretchy, my self discipline has always been poor, negative body talk, now i feel like i'm being punished for having poor self control), so i didn't realize i'd gotten much bigger until summer started, that my SO doesn't care, this realization that i can't fit into my clothes makes me feel really bad about myself, weight gain

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